Hi everyone, I just joined this site today after battling with sleep apnea for the past 15 months or so.
So, its kinda of a long story, but in October 2016 I started having severe difficulty sleeping. I'm a chronic asthmatic, so difficulty sleeping isn't something I'm new too, but this was different. Despite not feeling congested or having a chesty cough etc.., at the exact moment of falling asleep, I would stop breathing. I would then wake up in order to breathe, then fall right back to sleep, only to have the exact same thing happen, sometimes going on for hours every night. I have gotten used to getting up and trying to function on just 3/4 hours sleep, sometimes for weeks on end.
This has been going on for 15 months now, with some periods of respite now and then, and it's starting to really impact my quality of life in a very negative way. Over the past few weeks, I have been feeling exhausted and anxious, and have taken myself to the hospital twice feeling like I was on the brink of a full-blown panic attack, due to sleep deprivation, something I have never done before.
Obviously, when I first started having these problems, I attributed them to my chronic breathing problems, and spent the next year trying various inhalers, nose sprays, anti-histamines and anti-inflammatories to treat this, all under the supervision of a doctor, of course. I also had to use sleeping pills (normally night-time cough/cold medicine that didn't require prescriptions) every few days when things were getting really bad, but it was the only way I could get to sleep at night. Predictably, they left me waking up in the morning feeling lousy.
Things have been getting worse over the past 3/4 months, so I decided to ask my Dr for a CPAP machine, which he approved after giving me a sleep test, more on the results of that later. So two weeks ago a started using a CPAP, an automatic Philips Respironics, top of the line machine apparently. I also got some sedatives to get me through the first few nights as I was feeling anxious and panicky due to the sleep deficit on which I had been operating for weeks.
Over the past few days, I have stopped using the sleeping pills as I have started feeling less panicky and only ever viewed them as a very short-term solution, while I got adjusted to pressurized oxygen. This week, I have started going to bed with just the CPAP machine, after having adjusted the settings to minimum pressure 10 and making sure the mask fit right. And the same thing keeps happening.
The best way to describe it is that your body "forgets" to breathe when you are in the transitional stage between wakefulness and sleep, and you have to wake up in order to breathe. I find myself feeling nice and sleepy (without taking any sedatives/sleeping pills), perfectly comfortable wearing the mask and receiving pressurized oxygen, but that even with the CPAP, my brain isn't sending signals to my respiratory system, forcing me to wake up every time I need to breathe.
After researching my symptoms, I came across a very specialized form of sleep apnea called sleep-onset central apnea or transitional central sleep apnea, and reading the symptoms, it sums up EXACTLY my experience. Namely, inability to take breath during the transitional stage of sleep and having multiple sleep apneas and the onset of falling asleep, that a CPAP can't necessarily fix.
Now back to the results of my sleep test: Another thing that is consistent with my symptoms and sleep-onset central apnea, is that hyperventilation or "Cheyne Stoking breathing" occurs during sleep, as well as a significant drop in the level of oxygen in the blood. My sleep report described both of these symptoms, and also a lack of actual snoring, which is also consistent with central sleep apneas in general.
I've had to start taking the sleeping pills again and am worried that, after reading what I have read online, that there is very little known about effective treatments for this specific kind of apnea. Treatment normally involves going to see an army of expensive specialists who will require lots of expensive tests just to confirm the diagnosis, and none of whom can guarantee any effective treatment.
This sleep-onset central apnea has been causing lots of damage to my life for over a year now, but I always felt optimistic a solution would be found. The CPAP machine (which cost £1,000 out of my own pocket) was my last resort and had really hoped it would make things better for me.I'm now starting to feel apprehensive about my job, my future and whether taking sleeping pills and spending my days feeling like a zombie may be the best I can hope for. At the moment, it feels like it's either that or being sleep deprived and panicky.
I really, really would appreciate absolutely any insights/advice/experiences that anyone may have had with central sleep apnea, in particular, sleep-onset/transitional, as my apneas happen at this stage in the sleep cycle, rather than during deep sleep.
Please note, I am from the U.K and based in Mexico, and am unable to access medical treatment in the U.S.
Thank you so much for reading, and I really hope to hear from you soon.
Joe